DEEPTI MISHRA - poems -

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1 Poetry Series - poems - Publication Date: 2015 Publisher: Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive

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3 Accha Hai. Tanhaiyan her pal ki sathi ban jae isse pehle Mashgool hona accha, Koi ker jae tumhe apna ke akela Isse pehle usse dur ho jana accha. Yaadon ki takleef jab hadh se badh jae To unhe dafna dena accha Koi ker de majbur tadap ke jeene ko isse pehle mar jana accha. Jo waqt takleefe dene lage Us waqt ko mita dena accha Nasur ban jae jab dard dil ka Isse pehle dil ko patthar bana lena accha. 2

4 Adhoori.. Aaj ye sard hawa chhoti hui yun guzar gai, Jaise kuch ankaha sa sach mujhse keh gai. Sirf mausam ka mizaz kahu ise ya apna mazak samjhu, Ki ae shakhs teri mohabbat adhuri reh gai, ki meri mohabbat adhuri reh gai. Waqt ka sitam samjhu ya mukaddar ka koi khel, Jab tany tha usse biccharna to hua kyun ye mel, Ek hum hi to nahi akele aise duniya me, Ye bol k samjaun is dil ko? Ki meri bhi chahat adhuri reh gai. Raat ki tanhai uski yadon ka sath, Pehle pyar se pakadna fir majburi se chhurana uska hath, Ankho se ankho ka takrana to hua, per ek baat labo pe adhuri reh gai, Ki tum chale gae, aur wo baat adhuri reh gai, meri tumse mohabbat adhuri reh gai. Wo tujhse ruthne ke mausam, Wo tere manane ka andaz ab bhi bahut yaad ate hain, Mera khyal rakhne k tere wo andaz ab bhi hotho pe mere muskan late hain. Tere her mizaz pe ek nazm likhi thi, Bus tere judai k andaz pe likhi ek gazal adhuri reh gai. Socha tha tere dil pe raaj karenge, Teri mohabbat k siyasat k sartaaj banenge, Na hua ye khwab poora per ankho pe un khwabo ki nami reh gai, Ki kisse kahe ki tujhse humari mohabbat adhuri reh gai. 3

5 Aisa Kyun Hai?? Ae dil aaj dil tu use dhoondhta kyun hai? Ae dil aaj tu khud ko yun tatolta kyun hai? Wo rehta h dimagdaro k duniya mein ab kahin, Kho gaya hai uska wo alhadpan ab kahin Fir tu aaj use apne pagalpan me dhoondhta kyun hai? Wo jo kehta tha tujhse ki tu janasheen hai mera, Tu hi humnawan hum rahgir hai mera, Fir tu aaj yun tanha dar badar bhatakta kyun hai? Wo jo kehta tha tujhse ki tu ujala hai mere makano ka, Tu hi gulshan hai mera mere gulshandano ka, Fir aaj tere hi ghar me andhero ka itna saya kyun hai? Kabhi ankho me basaya tha jise, Leke firta tha mohabbat ka samnder jiske lie, Fir aaj use aansuo me chhipata kyun hai? Tujhe basaya tha khud me sanso ki tarah kabhi, Samaya tha tu mujhme meri hi tarah shayad kahin, Per aaj khud me hi khud ko ye dhundhta kyun hai? 4

6 Atake Se Hain.. Teri yaado me atake se hain, tere sath ko tarase se hain, Teri baaton me to shamil hain hum, magar tere izhar-e-chahat ko tarase hain. Her raah pe sang rehte ho tum mere, per fir bhi tere sath ko hum tarse se hain. Her raat khwabo me ake armano ki shama jalate ho tum, Fir bhi tere ek khwab ko haqiqat banane ko tarse se hain. Ye arman poore honge bhi ya nhi pata nahi Fir bhi ummeed ka diya jalaye hum baithe se hain. Jis raah se chale the tum sath mere, Aaj bhi hain waha kadamo k nishan tere Nikal gae ho akele hi bahut door talak Laut aao tum ki hum ab bhi us raah pe tere intzar me ruke se hain. 5

7 Badla Sa Hai.. Aaj kuch mujhme badla sa hai Aaina wahi hai, per aaine me mera aks kuch badla sa hai. Tu hai ya nahi koi ferk nahi, Fir bhi Aaj ye ferk kuch badla sa hai. Gumsum se ehsas, chup c tanhai, Kab se hai mujhme samai, Fir bhi ye tanha ehsas kuch badla sa hai. Her pal me rehta hai khyal tera Saanse chalti hai leke naam tera Fir kyun tera khyal aaj kuch badla sa hai Wahi raat ka andhera wahi din ka ujala hai, Fir bhi mere lie ye raat aur din badla sa hai. Teri yaad bechain krti hai, pal pal din rain krti hai, Fir bhi ye bechaini ka aalam kuch badla sa hai. Wahi fizaein h chahat ki teri, wahi dhoop hai inayat ki teri Fir bhi aaj is hawa ka rukh kuch badla sa hai. Tare gin gin k raatein katti h, raah dekh dekh din gujarta hai Fir kyun aaj ye intzar kuch badla sa hai, Raat wahi baat wahi hai Chhedti h jo meri saanso ko her pal teri awaj wahi hai Fir aaj akhir teri awaz ka ye saaj kyun badla sa hai? 6

8 Bura Tha Meri nazro ke samne ana tera ittefaqan hua, Per meri ankho me tera is tarah bas jana bura tha Na tum bure the na hum galat the Bus le gaya jo tumko mujhse dur Shayad wo waqt bura tha. Tere ane ki khushi to bahut hui thi, per tera mujhse dur jana bura tha. Tera mujhko apni chahat dena to marzi thi teri, per tera meri chahat ko yun azmana bura tha. Ki aa jao ab to laut ke, Teri judai mujhme adhurapan sa diye ja rhi hai, Ek aah ab bhi uthti hai tere naam pe, Apni saanso ko tera mujhme chhor jana bura tha. 7

9 Bus Aap Mangte Hain Na shoharat, na izzat, na hukumat mangte hai Apni hi tarah tere dil me apne lie akeedat mangte h. Na rahmat na ehsan na aap mangte hain, Bus apni sanso ki tarah teri sanso pe bhi hum apni chhap mangte hain. Na charago ki roshni, na aaftab, na shabab mangte hain, Bus uljhe se kuch sawalo ka tujhse bus jawab mangte hain. Na tere suro mein apna saaz, na teri nazmo me apni baat mangte h Bus mere chehre pe jo de sake ek muskurahat humko, tera aisa mizaz mangte hain. 8

10 Bus Tum.. Jab jab kuch likhne ko dil chaha, Teri her ada ko lafzo me utara, Jab jab kuch gane ko dil chaha, Teri her kahi baat ko gungunane ko jee chaha. Raat ki her silwat pe naam likha hai tumhara, Khwabo ki tamanna b jo ki to bus khwab dekha h tumhara. Jab bhi hatho ki lakiro ko nihara, Un lakiro me bhi aks dekha h tumhara. Kabhi intzar ka bhi intzar karke dekha hai kya kisi ne, Ki intzar k her lamhe dia h humne naam tumhara. Na chaho hume tum, hume koi gila to nhi, Per sirf tujhe ishq k lie hi dil dhadka hai humara. 9

11 Chal Diye Her kadam pe sath chalne wale, aj ek mod pe ake chale gae, Kuch dur chale tham k hath, ek mod k pehle hath chhod k chale gae. Meri tanhai k sathi banne wale, Ab khud tanhai dekar chale gae. Akele rhne se jo darte the khud kabhi, Aaj humko akele rehne k lie chhor gae. Raat k andhero se darne wale, aaj mere jahan me andhera karke chale gae. Her baat me mujhko manane wale, aj bin baat k humse rooth k chale gae. Meri her ada pe marne wale, Aaj apni ek ada pe humko marta chhor gae. Meri hansi ko apna arman batane wale, Apna arman zamane ko bechkar aaj chale gae. Mere hi dil ko apna ghar samajh k rehne wale, aj apna ghar bech k chale gae. Dur jana bhi humse jise ganwara na tha, Ankho ka dard chupane k lie mud k dekhe bina hi wo chale gae. Her baat me hume apni jaan batane wale, Jate jate mujhse, meri jaan sath lekar chale gae. 10

12 Dooriyan Abhi kuch waqt hi guzra hai tumse mile hue, Tumko jane hue tumhe pehchane hue, Aur itni jaldi humko tumse door beraham ghadiya kiye ja rhi h. Tumse bicchadne ki ghadiya kareeb aa rhi, Abhi kuch waqt pehle hi to nazdeekiya badhi thi tumse, Aur tumse ab door humko ye majbooriya lie ja rhi hain. Abhi kuch waqt pehle hi nazro ka milna shuru hua tha, Dil se dil ka nata banna shuru hua tha, Aur itni jaldi hume tumse ye dooriya kie ja rhi h. Abhi to tujhse milne ka jashn hi mana rhe the, Teri khushiyon ko apna bana rhe the, Aur tujhse ishq karne ko majbur ye teri judaiyan kie ja rhi h Ki humko tujhse door ye waqt ki sooiyan lie ja rhi hai. 11

13 Due To You I never loved to anyone such intensely But the moment I saw you My heart beats increased tremendously I was never so carefree Never such Kind Neither got into a fight But everything changed Just with your first sight.. I never eager to meet anyone like you.. but when I met you, I got knew I really need someone like you. I was never so adorable Never found myself loving But you made me realize This love is all about caring. This world is was not so beautiful until I met you. Now I never want to loose this beauty if I am with you. I never knew the beauty in me. You are the one who found real beauty to see. 12

14 Her Baat Me Tum Her fikr, her kadr, her zikr me tum Ki teri her baat me hum aur meri her baat me tum. Her nazar her safar her bashar me tum Ki teri her raah me main aur meri her raah me tum. Her chahat her aahat her ibadat me tum Ki teri her saans me main meri her saans me tum. Her ada her sada her ishq ki ehsas me tum Ki teri her aas me main meri her aas me tum. Her lamha her katra her jazbaat me tum. Ki terr her sawal me main mere her jawab me tum. 13

15 If I Do..Then I Love You..? If the feelings of mine towards you is love, then i love you. If looking into your eyes to find myself is love, then i love you. If thinking over the day jst only you is love, then i love you. If keeping you inside myself is love then i do i love you. If I cant shape my life without you is love then i love you. If sharing my pain my happiness with you is love then i love you. If my breath misses you is love then i do i love you. If having desire to be yours forever or making you mine is love then i love you. If trusting you like god is love then i love you. If smiling to see you is love then i love you. If striving for being better for you is love then i love you. If finding you perfect in the world is love then i love you. If saying 'you are my angel ' is love then i love you. If dreaming you evryday is love then i love you. If being afraid of loosing you altime is love then i love you. If feeling lonely without is love then yes i love you. If this poem is love then i love you. If your words and thoughts mean alot for me is love then i love you. If trusting you with all my heart is love then i love you. 14

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17 It's You You You...?I never believed in first sight love but who made it true.. is you you you.. I never experienced growing love over coffee bt made it possible coz of u... Everyday there is missing something, I find no clue other than you..you you.. Holding someone'a hand was simple bt it became beautiful experience over u.. may b my love for u fake,, but my feeling for u, r true..very true. evryday I thnk abt special someone bt unable to get that other than you you you... I never found 'wait' so lovely but even nw I do.. May b thr someone to love u care u to b with you... But m not that someone its the bitter true... 16

18 Kabhi To...? Meri mohabbat meri nazro ka kasoor sahi, Per is kasoor ki koi to saza tu mujhe sunaye. Tera her ghadhi mere paas hona mera ehsas sahi, Kabhi tu khud mere rubaru ho, aisa koi waqt aye. Mere zahan me tera khayal sahi, Per in khayalo pe haqiqat ka kabhi koi ilzam to aye. Teri khamoshiyan to aksar padh lete hai hum, Kabhi us khamoshi ko tu khud bayan karen, Kash Aisa koi nagma kabhi tu likh paye. Tanha dil tanha safar, chal lie ab bahut door talak, Tham k chal sake hath tera, aisa koi manzar ab to humko mera Rab dikhaye. Milna bicchadna kismato ka khel sahi, Per meri mohabbat ka koi to anzam ab samne aye. Meri mohabbat meri nazro ka kasoor sahi, Per is kasoor ki koi to saza tu mujhe sunaye. 17

19 Kassh..? Ek kash tumse shuru hua, ek kash tumpe khatam kia, Kash ki tum mere hote, ae kash ki hum tere hote. Aise hi, ek aas tujhse shuru ki aur ek ummeed ka khud me katal kia. Her sham tere sang gujrati, her raat Teri baahon me katti. Aise hi, her khwab ko tujhse shuru kia, her khwab ki tukdo me tod dia. teri her baat me mera zikr, meri her baat me tera zikr, Teri her baat me mohaabat ka zikr, mohabbat ki her baat me tera zikr Aise hi ek khyal ko tujhse shuru aur tujhpe khatam kia. 18

20 Ki Ab To Chale Aao.. Mohabbat na sahi nafrat nibhane chale aao, Agar hai koi ruswai humse to ye ruswai mitane chale aao. Ye jo rasme hoti hai sath nibhane ki, agar un rasmo se darte ho tum To bina rasmo k hi sahi per bus sath nibhane chale aao. Rishto me khata hone lazmi hai Roothna manana bhi lazmi hai. Fir bhi kisi khata se ho meri ruswa To ye ruswai. Mitane chale aao. Ye jeene ki rahein ab lambi lagti hai bahut Shayad akele chalne se darte hai hum bahut Mere lie na sahi meri akhri saans se meri duriyaan mitane chale aao. Tanhaiyo ne is kadar gher rakha hai mujhe ki saya bhi sath nahi lagta Tu laut k fir se humesha ke lie na sahi, bus tum ho itna ehsas dilane chale aao. 19

21 Koi To Hai..? Me kisi tajmahal ke kabil to nahi Per apne dil me meri mohabbat ki imarat banata hai koi, Galiyon aur badduaon se nawaja h duniya ne mujhe, Per apni mohabbat mujhpe bepanah lutata hai koi. Nafrat aur zillat k siwa kuch dia nahi is zamane ne, Fir bhi mujhpe beintehaan guman karta hai koi Ye zindagi chaar deewaro se ghiri andhero me simti si hai kahin, Per apne dil me meri mohabbat ka diya jalata hai koi Janta hai dil zindagi yun hi kat jaegi barbadiyo me, Fir bhi apni chahat ki khushboo mere lie bikherta hai koi. Tanhaiyo ki adat is kadar lagi h ki dar lagta hai sath pake toot na jau, Fir bhi mera hath thamne ko bekarar baitha hai koi. Zamane ki nafrat se badnamiyon ke siwa kuch hasil na hua, Fir b apni mohabbat se mujhko mashhoor karta hai koi. Waqif hun khuda se, shayad bhul gaya wo mere daman me khushiya, Fir b apni ibadat me mujhko mangta hai koi. 20

22 Kuch Pal Aur Thehar Jao.. Mana ki waqt ho gaya hai ruksat hone ka per kuch waqt aur thehar jao Mana ki waqt kam hai tumhare paas Per kuch pal hi hume aur de jao Ki kuch pal k lie thehar jao Ab bhihi kuch batein reh gai hain adhuri si Ab bhi kuch labz reh gae hain hotho pe thame se Un adhuri baaton ko poora karke chale jao, ki kuch pal k lie aur thehar jao. Jane wale ko kaun rok paya hai, Takdeer ka likha akhir kaun mita paya hai, Tum nahi the takdeer ab maan bhi lia humne Fir bhi kuch waqt k lie mere ban k reh jao, Ki kuch pal k lie aur thehar jao. 21

23 Kyun.. Gar hai tu nigaho me meri ae sanam, To tere deedar ko ye ankhe betaab kyun hain? Her mazhab jab paigam-e-mohabbat sikhata hai, To meri mohabbat pe is duniya ko aitraaz kyun hain? Jante hain zindgi bhar ka tera sath munasib nhi hai, Fir bhi tere kie gae is wade pe hume aitbaar kyun hai? Jab bana lia tujhe apna umra bhar k lie, Fir is kadar sang mere akhir ye tanhai kyun hai? Raato ko bheege takiye bhi ab tujhse judai ka dard samjhte hai, Fir bhi ae sangdil tujhe meri chahat se aitraaz kyun hai? 22

24 Missing You..?? Today i am again missing u.. Missing u like speaking without word.. Missing you like spring without bird.. Again i am missing u Missing u like beat in my heart... Missing u like Nature without art.. Again i am missing u.. Missing u as flower miss its essence.. And morning misses sun for his presence.. Again i am missing you.. Missing u like flow miss waves.. And without air how one behaves.. Missing you as days miss nights.. And thread missed by wondering falling kite.. May be I am missing u.. Because i need u this moment desperately.. Mag be i m missing u.. Because u care me perfectly.. May be u missing me same as i m missing u right now.. May be not missing as u may be busy for now.. May be loving u is my destiny.. May be loved by u is my fate.. But why i met u so late.. I would always have this regret.. 23

25 Mujhko Bus Tu Chahiye..? Her janam na sahi, Isi janam k lie hi, Bus humko ab tera sath chahiye. Her baat me na sahi, bus ek baat me hi, Teri mohabbat ki ab humko mithas chahiye. Tere labo pe tehra hi sahi, Mujhse chahat ka ab tumse hume iqrar chahiye. Poori na sahi tujhse apni kahani, Aadha -Adhoora hi sahi, tere hatho se likha ab koi humko paigam chahiye. Koi ghazal, chahat ki na sahi, Koi nagma ibadat ka hi sahi, Ab to ek shayri teri likhi humko khud pe chahiye. Mohabbat na sahi, ab to nafrat hi sahi, Jo kare humko bechain aisi tujhse koi ab sada chahiye. 24

26 Mushkil Hai...? Tere itna kareeb ake ab tujhse dur jana mushkil hai. Pehle tera kareeb ana namumkin sa lagta tha aur ab mera khud hi tujhse ruksat ho pana mushkil hai. Shayad sadiya kati hai teri ek haan k lie, Per ab teri haan ko mera ha keh pana mushkil hai.?? Tere sath ko taraste the yun jaise KI sanse ho tu meri. Aur ab tera sath pake in sanso ko chhor pana mushkil hai. Tu hai mera chaand sitaro k is jahan me mera. Per teri chandni ko pane k lie ab mera raat ban pana mushkil hai. Tujhe chahte the aise jaise tu khuda ho mera, Aur ab Teri khudai pake tujhe khuda smjh pana mushkil hai. Waqt kat jata tha is khyal me ki kash tu mera hath thame. Aur aj in hatho ko tere hatho se chhuta pana mushkil hai. Is jamane k riwayato k lie tujhse dur jana hoga. Per teri mohabbat ko dil me dafan ker pana mushkil hai. 25

27 Mushkilein..? Chahat k jazbato ko ek umra talak chhupa k rakhna kitna mushkil hai, Ishq hote hue bhi na bta pana apne yaar ko umra bhar kitna mushkil hai. Yun duniyadari me din to kat jata hai kaise bhi, Per tere bagair in tanha lambi raton ko katna kitna mushkil h. Khule asman ke neeche taa??ron k beech jo niklu raat guzarne ko, In raat k jugnuon me tera aks dikhai na de ye namumkin hai. Raah chalti h ya hum chalte hain pata nhi, Gujra hai waqt ya ehsas gujar gae hain pata nahi. In badalte hue jazbaato ko rok pana kitna mushkil hai. Ki tum bin bhi jeena hoga ek din.. Ye soch pana kitna mushkil tha.. Ki tum the nazro k samne kabhi.. Ab bas gae gae ho jake mujhse dur kahi.. Ki ab nahi ho mere darmiyann.. Is dil ko samjhana kitna mushkil hai.. 26

28 My Love Is You.. World is within you.. Love lies within you.. As my love is you.. Day starts with you.. Day ends on you.. As my love is you.. In loneliness there is you.. Even In crowd companion is you.. Because my love is you.. Way to walk is you.. Way to walk with you.. Destination to reach is you.. Because my love is you.. Smile in pain is you.. Tears in smile is you.. As my love is you.. stars, shining in night is you.. Sun arising to wake up is you.. As my love is you.. silence in me is you. the words in my words is you.. because My love is you.. Breath in my breath is you.. The one in me is you.. As my love is you.. Beauty in me is you.. My Trust in trust is you.. As my love is you.. 27

29 Achievement is you.. Loss is you.. As my love is you.. Beauty in poem is you.. The word of poem is you.. Because i love you.. The one who loves me more than me is you.. The one who trust me more than me is you.. Thats why my love is you... I love you..i love you.. 28

30 Na Ate Tum Na yun aate tum, na is tarah jate tum Na jagaate mere dil me arman, Na itna tadpate tum. Na hoti wo sham, na ankho ka takrana hota, Na wo teri baaton pe hum marte, Na aaj ye udasi ka sama hota. Na wo hatho me tumne mera hath lia hota, Na to humkadam banke sath chalte, Na wo karte tum jhuthe wade humse, Na hum yun itna ab barbad hote. Na wo chandni ratein hoti, na tujhe humne mana apna chand hota, Na ujala banke meri raton me tum ate, Na andhere se hume itna pyar hota. Na khushboo banke mera man mehkate, Na kaanta banke mujhko itna tadpate Na mere bagiya me tum ate, na bageecho se itna lagav hota. 29

31 Na Raha.. Na wo shamein rhi na wo din raha, Ab Na wo hum rahe na ab wo tu rha. Jiske seene se lagke bhula krte the sare dard, Na wo tumhara ehsas na ab wo dard rha, Teri mohabbat me bhoola krte the jo duniya kabhi, aur smjha krte the gairo ko apna kabhi, Na to wo ab dil me chahat rhi, na duniya se wo apnapan rha. Yaadon me teri chhalakte the ye nigahein kabhi, Na to yadon ka wo manzar na ankho me ab wo samander rha. Ek darr sa the tujhse bicchad k apna haal kya hoga, Bicchade bhi roye bhi, per ab na teri yadein rahi na ab tere jane ka koi gham rha. Khub le lia mere sabra ka imtihaan apna intzar kara k, Ab to n ankho me apni wo sabra rha na tumhara ab intzar rha. 30

32 Only For You...My Special One.? The care, i love the way u do, The words, u speak seems true.. The love, seems only mine when u do. The feeling, touches when comes from u.. The things, when given by you become alive for being better just only for u, I always strive I know you are always there for me in my happiness & grief Even your tight hug makes me realize, the life is only for relief. Aaaah! Your smile is really precious to me, Keep it safe on ur lips, not only for you even for me. Saying 'my smile is you' make me feel pride.ts To give you such a smile lifetime, I wanna be your bride. Please take me away from this world To make my black & white life coloured. This 'shine' always shine and will always shine Beacause I know you are mine and will b mine. I dont know wat will be our future, But for you, I pray god for a better. 31

33 Sometimes I Do!? Sometimes i miss u, but doesnt mean i wanna meet u Bcz i wanna feel wat i am without u. Sometimes wanna hug u, but it doesnt mean i need u, Bcz i wanna feel vibes coming from u, Sometimes i dont hav words but wanna talk to u Bcz i want to make u read my eyes Sometimes i go far from u bt it doesnt mean i will not come back Bcz i am nothing without u. Sometimes the i dont need ur care but it doesnt mean i am capable of everything Bcz i am alone without u Sometimes i foget u to tell that how much i love you it doesnt mean i dont love u Bcz u r in my heart not in my mind Sometimes i think wat i wud b without u bt nvr find Bcz i wud not be thr without u. 32

34 Tany Tha Tujhse is kadar milna ittefaqan hoga Per tujhse mohabbat hona tany tha. Tujhse mohabbat, ittefaqan hogi shayad Per mohabbat ka is kadar beintehaa hona tany tha. Is kadar tera kareeb ana, teri fitrat hogi shayad Per mera tujhse dil lagana tany tha Janta tha dil tu kisi aur ka naseeb h Fir mera tujhpe kismat aazmana tany tha. Tera sath chand lamho ka sahi, khushnaseebi thi meri Per un lamho ki kasak ta umra rehna tany tha. Tujhse nigaho ka milna milke muskurana ittefaqan hoga Per teri muskurahat pe mera is kadar mar mit jana tany tha Tera bewaqt zindagi me ana aur is tarah ake chalr jana ittefaqan hoga. Per mera tera laut k ane ka intzar karna tany tha. Wo tere hatho ka mere hatho me hona ittefaq tha shayad Per hatheli pe apni tere ehasas ko??umra bhar?sanjo k rakhna tany tha 33

35 This Is The Dayy??? There were the days when evening were your.. This the day when evening is no more... There were the days, we had no feelings but we had words This is the day when we have feelings..but no words to express.. There were the days, we used to share today and tomorrow.. This is the day when we hide everything either happiness or sorrow.. There were the days when we were real.. This is the day we need to pretend to be real.. There were the days when waiting has a mean to me.. This is the day I used to sit but with out expecting you over there to be... There were the days we used to walk a mile just for pleasure.. This is the day when I used to walk a mile alone to take a measure.. here were the day we used to fight but cry together, This is the day we dont fight but still shy to talk to each other. The time runs..seems years to be turned into moments.. And make me feel as i walked a mile without any movement.. 34

36 Tum Mile Kab ishq se aitraaz tha hume, Kab mohabbat pe aitbaar tha hume Ki Tum mile, ishq pe aitbaar bhi hua, aur tumse itna pyar hua. Ye chahat ki batein, saat janamo saath Kab saccha lgta tha hume, Ki tum paas kya aye, baaton me chahat, aur her janam tumhe hi paane ki ibadat bhi karne lage. Kab ilmh tha hume apne hi dil ki khwahiso ka, Na andaza tha in mohabbat ki vadiyo ka, Ki tum mile dil ki khwahisho ka pata chala, Aur is bikhre hue dil ki aajmaisho ka pata chala. 35

37 Umra Kat-Ti Gai.. Umra kat-ti gai din guzarte gae. Log milte rahe apna bolker, aur anjaan banke biccharte gae. Kabhi Pasand samajh k dil se lagaya jise, jane kab wo chahat banke dil me utarte chale gae.. Ki umra kat-ti gai aur aur ehsas badalte gae.. Kuch shakhs mile anjane mein, dil laga baithe unse hum anjane mein, Ki is tarah umra katti rahi ummeedein bandhti gai.. Ummedein poori hona kaha lazmi hai is ishq k khel mein.. Ki umeedein toot-ti rahi toote dil k fasane bante rahe.. Asaan nahi kisi rahgeer k lie apni raaton ko bechain karna.. Fir ek rahguzar k lie raaton ko bechain karte rahe..ki umra kat-ti gai ratein mit-ti gai.. Her shakhs mila jindgi k her mod pe sahare ki dilasa dekar.. Per her mod khatam hota raha naya rasta milta raha. Ki yun hi umra kat-ti rahi tanhai badhti gai.. 36

38 Waqt Nahi Her baat k lie waqt hai per meri ek baat k lie unhe waqt nahi, Tamannayein pighal si rahi h ankho se kahi, Saans ataki hai dil ki dhadkano se kahin, Apni her chah k lie waqt hai, meri ek khwahish k lie unhe waqt nahi. Saanso me baki hain tere zazbaat ab talak Ki seene me uthte hain tere lie armaan ab talak Her mod pe milke hath milane ka waqt hai, Per hath thamke mera, apna humraah banane ka unhe waqt nahi. 37

39 With U And Without U U r my lov n u r only the one, With u i m wat i m without u m undone. U r my pray n u r only the way.. With u i am story without u m nothing to say.. U r my only destination and u r only my passion With u i hav life without u living has no reason U r my past and u r only my future.. With u present is everything without you future is nothing. U r the beginnings u r only end.. With u m real without u you i always need to pretend.. U r the one who come in my dream and u r only who is in me. With u everything has mean without u m nothing. 38

40 Ye Waqt Kuch Aur Hai. Wo waqt kuch aur tha ye waqt kuch aur hai Wo tum kuch aur the aj hum kuch aur hain. Wo tere intzar me shamo ka dhalna Wo teri baaton me raato ka jaagna Wo karwato ka silsila, wo baithe baithe hi tere peeche bhagna Wo din kuch aur the aj ye din kuch aur hain. Wo meri her ada pe gazal ka likhna, Wo unkahi baaton ko meri ankho mean padhna Wo bin bole tera sab samjh lena Wo jaan bol ke tera meri jaan le lena Wo zindgi ka saaz kuch aur tha Aj is zindagi ki lay kuch aur hai. Wo chhoti chhoti baaton pe meethi si taqrar, Wo narazgi me bhi hona pyar Wo pal bhar ka ruthna, fir lag ke tere seene se mera tootna Wo chahat kuch aur thi, aaj ye wafa k jazbaat kuch aur hain. Wo tere diye phoolo ki khushboo Wo tere kiye waado pe mera aitbaar Wo dooriyon ki mithas, wo tere paas ane ki pyaas Wo raahon ki dooriyan kuch aur thi Ye dilo ki dooriyan ki kuch aur hain. 39

41 Zara Sambhal Ke. Zara sambhal k dil lagana ae sahib, Ki duniya me mohabbat ka dava karne wale bahut hain. Ho bhi jae gar ishq to parakhna uski chahat ko, Ki mohabbat k naam pe sauda karne wale bahut hain. Zara sambhal k chalna is Sangdil walo ki bheed me, Ki bheed me rasta jhootha dikhane wale bahut hai. Bhatko jo kabhi is bheed me apni hi nadani se, Khud pe bharosa rakh k manzil dhoondh lena Ki dusro ka bharosa todne wale bahut hain. Zara sambhal k bayan karna khwahishein kisi janib se Ki khwahishein poori karne ka dawa karne wale bahut hain. Tamannaein sari kab poori hui hain kisi ki, Yaha jindagi kya, arman lootne wale bahut hain. 40

42 ??????????????????????????????????,???????????????????????????,?????????????????????????!!??????????????????????????????????,????????????????????????,?????????????????????????!!???????????????????????,?????????,???????????,?????????????????????,????????????!!?????????????????????????????????????????,?????????????????????????,?????????????????????????????!! Ye na samjho waqt k sath sab badal gaya Tumhari bewafaiyan apni jagah, humari tujhse mohabbat apni jagah. Tumhara deedar rozana na ho naseeb humara, Ye raahon ki duriya apni jagah, dilo ki nazdeekiyan apni jagah. Tere jane se kuch badla to nahi, wahi mausam h, hain hawayein wahi Per saanso ka chalna apni jagah, jeena apni jagah. Tum ban gae kisi aur ki amanat, ye waqt aur naseeb ka khel hai Tere humraah ki kismat apni jagah, tere dil pe mera ikhtiyar apni jagah. 41